Slacker

Firstly, I said I would write this often and I have been a proper slacker about it I hold my hands up.

I threw myself into work to avoid this whole new year dating thing, It didn't work. I went on a Date!

Possibly THE WORST DATE EVER

Firstly I had to work so ended up getting ready in about 20 mins.
Secondly i've just move to the area and I got lost on my way there, ended up 30 mins late.

Then, his photo's made him look about 10 years younger than he looked in the flesh, I remained polite

However he on the other hand did not, and as soon as we went for coffee he told me he had to be in work at 3pm, this was about 2.30, gulped down his coffee and said "text me later"

I didn't

I went to a really nice bakery, bought 2 cupcakes came home and indulged

Now the thing is, I was actually upset that he obviously didn't like me, Even though I didn't like him!!! what's that about???

I am seriously the worst dater ever, I do just want to give up, i'm not going to

But I seriously need to find out where some decent men hang out!!!

HELP ME x

I have arrived

Here we are, Happy new year.

2010

And the start of my fabulous new journey.

Today i was slightly recovering from last night so i have not done much but had to write something

my aims so far

Do something for charity

start a small business

get fit

start dating

where do i start

I hope everyone has had a great 1st day of 2010

and i hope this will be a fantastic year!!!

much love s :)x

Nearly there

So, We have had christmas and all the excess. I think I have put on at least 4lbs in weight so I am officially back running in the morning, I put my jeans on today and let's just say there were a bit snug.

Christmas festivities went well, over ate, managed to not get too drunk yet, saw family, got some great gifts, which was all nice. Then I suddenly remembered new years is looming and I have made this promise to myself so I am back - WITH AVENGANCE..

So, I'm single I have mentioned this before, Just joined my first dating site. They are so so weird. I don't know if it is me that just attracts them but seriously, if you email me twice I am not obliged to give you my number and it certainly doesn't mean I want to jump into bed with you!

Am I old fashioned??


My dilemma is... Mr1...

Mr1 is nice, seems genuinley nice, But i don't instantly find him attractive.
On my list of all other things he is smack on

So do you date because he matches up financially???
That is the question

I mean I said I would say yes to everything so I will go
But am i wrong?
I'm hoping that by typing this out I will come to my senses, I just don't want to lead anyone on, as I have been so many times

So any thoughts

Running tomorrow and I will be back

Night all

S :)x

Seamed stockings

Where did all the glamour go?

I think im my head i'd like to be my own version of a Varga pin up girl, i love that whole burlesque image..

Thinking about it i can't remember a day when i didn't get home and shove on some awful old joggers!!!

Eeek, maybe it's no wonder i'm single...LOL

going to research the whole glam thing and see what comes up

Any recomendations?

Red does it for me, red nail varnish - preferably dark and red lipstick, i instantly feel a little bit better S :) x

Sunday

It's been a really really busy weekend. Tried to study all day saturday for an exam next fri (eek) and went out last night with some friends.

Been giving this a lot of thought though

The 1st thing i know i want to touch on is DATING.

i'm, single and i would love to meet someone/ start dating.

So my idea's so far are that i could joing a few online dating sites, look for singles nights ect, and maybe start reading some books, I've heard of the rules.

Has anyone tried them or know of any i should be getting my hands on,

This is short tonight because i'm a little tired, The weather here is awful. The wind is whipping at the windows and i can here some driving rain so i am heading for my bed but i will post tomorrow. Nighty night S :)x

Very first post

I was sat today and I suddenly realised that in three years I will be thirty.
Thirty sounds grown up, even to me.
In some ways I'm still waiting to feel like a "Grown up".

When I was little I thought thirty meant owning your own home, marriage, children.

I think I was mislead.

Firstly I should introduce myself, Hi, I am Seren and somehow you have stumbled across my blog.
I am 27 as of a few weeks ago, I am single, I live away from most of my close friends and family and i am starting to realise something in my life needs to change.

Secondly, I feel the need to apologize if I am really rubbish at this.
I haven't really written more than an email in forever, I have never "blogged" and I don't think my spelling and grammar is too great, so I know I will get things wrong, spell things incorrectly (Actually just noted the spell check button - told you)

So, I 've been sat this afternoon thinking about things and for some reason I have realised that this is not what i planned for myself, my life has become, well, really un-fun and i don't know who I'm suppose to whinge too. My parents - who would worry, My friends who are no longer single and are settling down.... It seems like there is just me and that can't be true and since fun isn't finding me. I am resolving on finding fun and if anyone actually reads this I hope you will come too.

I have decided that in 2010 I am saying Yes.
It is Friday 20Th November 2009
so 41 days and 5 hours till January 1st 2010 and my experiment/journey (journey sounds nicer don't you think) Will begin.

So, I need to grab a shower but over the next day or so I will tell you about me and exactly what intend on doing.

Speak soon, S : ) x